Sunday, November 8, 2009

Yo people...

Booking in later... Haiz... Sian... Stupid RT made me only book out on saturday...

Anyway, heard I'll need to re-sit test with Ninja... Haiz... Gonna DIE!!! In case you didn't know, Ninja is the most xiong company in school 2... Which means I'll just get screwed upside down... Hope I survive this hell for 3 days...

Didn't take the SIT test with my coy cause I kinda died after the 12km route march... Suffered from physical exhaustion... It was the ultimate... I was to giddy I couldn't even stand... So in the end the medic sent me back to the MO... Stayed in the sick bay for 24 hours...

So I marched 12km for nothing... So stupid lor... And to qualify to take SIT test you have to march at least 8km before that... Meaning I'll have to march again... Haiz... At least I won;t have to redo the 12km another time... Hope I can fall out after 8km during the re...

And also heard the re-SIT test will be nxt weekend... So it probably means that I won't be able to book out next week... I mean knowing how my OC is... I wouldn't carry hopes of booking out if its really on the weekends... Haiz...

So I'll just conclude that its gonna be a really really really shitty week for me if its true... Haiz...

I HATE OUTFIELD!!!!!

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Hey people...

Finally finished my field camp... I must say it isn't as bad as what I've imagined... But it was still bad... I seriously hate the lbv and helmet... Caused me to have heat exhaustion for like a trillion times... In the end, needed to drip 3 times... Haiz...

Anyway, I'm left with 5 more weeks to go... Woohoo... Thats like 38 more days before passing out... YES!!! I hope they can place me in a more relaxed unit after POP... Police perhaps??? I would be more than glad... hahaha...

Next week would be SIT test... Haiz... Another 3 more days outfield... Oh well... At least this is only 3 days... And we don;t have to dig the stupid shellscrape which nearly cost me my life... But heard that we'll be grouped with different platoons... Oh well... Hope everything will turn out ok... If not then just die... haha... This would be the second last high key event already... hahaha... YES!!!

Went to watch This Is It with the mao mao cong and his brother just now... Its like damn cool... haha... I think everyone that likes Michael Jackson should go watch it... You'll love it... haha...

Well thats all for now I guess... Bye...

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Ok... Haven't blogged for like more than a month I think? haha...

Anyway, been in Tekong for like 7 weeks... 6 more weeks to go... Haiz... Thats like 1 and a half more months to go... 8 Dec... Why are you taking your own sweet time to come... T.T

Well... Field camp is like next week... And I'm dreading it... Like worse than how I dreaded the starting of NS... Heard from my OC it's going to be a very tough one... Means I'll just die... I just hope I don't get any confinements, guard duty or other whatsoever rubbish punishments after the stupid camp... Haiz... 6 days inside jungle to get tekan by commanders shagged and all... It's gonna be HELL....

Oh well... So people, wish me good luck... I need like 1000 cargo boxes of them... Seriously...

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Hey people... I AM BACK!!!! hahaha... Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya!!! hahaha...

Ok good thing my confinement wasn't a whole two weeks... I was saved by Hari Raya... 10 days felt like eternity there.... I never felt 10 days was such a long time in my entire life.... It was nearly claustrophobic... Literally... Knowing that you are trapped in a small island and there's nothing you can do about it... Basically its like prison....

But the food there was ok for me... Was quite contrary to what other people told me... But some days it was really shitty... Overall was quite alright food wise...

Haiz... There's like another 11 weeks more to go before I bid Tekong goodbye for good... Just thinking about it is depressing... Oh well...

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Ok like in another 10 hours time... I'll be ferried away from civilization into my most dreaded place... Pulau Tekong....

Haiz... So fast... At first I was counting in months... Then weeks... Then days... Then now hours... Hope I don't get into a xiong company, and the people that are with me will be nice people...

So sian... People just POPed like yesterday... Then today is my turn to go in for NS... Somehow I just couldn't get into the idea that I'll be going into NS later... But feel like I'll still be at home, watching tv, using my computer... I think this is not good...

Anyway, went out with the 2-by-2 for dinner just now... Its like a farewell dinner for Teck Hui and me before we go into Tekong... Went to the Pizza Hut at Lucky Plaza... Chit chatted with Kangyang and Aminah... Like haven't seen them in ages... Talked mostly about NS... Like whats new... haha... Heard some advises from them...

Oh well... Poeple wish me good luck... I'll be back in 2 weeks time... See all of you then... Bye... :)

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Hi people... Blogger's being wierd again... This post will be quite long...

Anyway, saw this topic about how you rate your friends and place trust in them in one of my friend's blog... I think its an interesting topic... And recent events have urged me to give my 2 cents worth...

Firstly lets talk about rating of friends... I think everyone have a different approach to rating their friends... Some people observe others behavior, while other might set a battery of qualifying tests to rate if a person can be their friend...

For me, I think one quality that is important in a person is not to pass judgement too fast and be stereotypical... I place alot of emphasis on this, and this I think takes up quite a big portion of the basis that I rate my friends on... I feel that it is important to be able to keep an open mind, and not discriminate and be too fast to judge... I also despise people who are stereotypical, and only think that a person must act in a certain way...

I believe everyone have a different set of principles that they live by... Just like different societies can accept different types of acts... For example, in a tribal society, it may be seen as normal to be a cannibal... However such acts will be outlawed in a mordern society... So does that mean a tribesman that practices cannibalism must be punished, and should not be allowed to live? In the mordern society yes, but in a tribal setting no... Thus, there is never a complete right or wrong answer to any subjects... And what you think should not be used to judge a person...

Laws and etiquettes are all set by humans... Set by individuals... So does that mean to kill is a death crime? If that is so... Then shouldn't all top ranking predators be dead by now? If so, why is it legal for us to kill other animals, but illegal to kill a person... Is not a person the product of earth as well as the animals? Therefore, everyone only lives by their own believes and values... And these are taught by ancestors of the society you come from... If you are not born in this society, but in a tribe that practices cannibalism... Would you still think cannibalism is a mortal sin? The answer is of cause no...

I think this is why we should keep an open mind to other people's believes and behavior... Must a woman who dresses skimply be a whore, or a slut? Must a prostitute be a woman of loose values? Alot of times, we judge a person by just looking at the way they dress, or they way they behave... However, have we given these people a chance? Do we really understand them? Do we ask, "Why are they behaving like that?". I believe the answer is no most of the time...

This metality often gives rise to discrimination, racism, elitism, and others... Therefore, I truely despise people who are sterotypical and are too quick to judge... So must a guy that is effeminate be gay? Isn't this a stereotypical and narrow view of how a person should behave... So must a guy play football, scold vulgarities, be insensitive, have big muscles, and be aggressive to be considered straight? Or must a woman be sensitive, wear dresses and skirt everyday, have long hair, not play contact sports, and pay attention to their looks to be straight? So an effeminate guy will never be able to do what "macho" guys are able to do?

I think this is totally absurd and ridiculous... Just because a guy is more feminine and a woman is more musculine does not make them a gay or a butch... So what if a guy is into fashion and takes good care of their looks... So what if a woman like sports and dresses in a more boyish way... So these people must be homosexuals by stereotypical standards... But of course this is not the case... Macho gus are macho because they train to be macho... If an effeminate guy trains everyday in the gym, he can be macho too... Women that are graceful are trained to become graceful... If a musculine woman wants to be graceful, she can be graceful too... Therefore, such people who passes judgement by their own stereotypical and narrow views are the most despised people in my standards...

As for how I place trust in people... I used to give my trust to people quite freely... If you are my friend... You have my trust... But, I've learnt that this is not a good practice in a hard way... It took me 7 years to get this... So now, my trust is only given to very selected handfull of people... As to how I rate a person to give my trust, I think it is a very complicated process... In fact I still don't quite understand it myself too...

Anyway, the above is just my own opinions... May not apply to any others...

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Yo people... haha...

Haiz... 10 MORE DAYS!!!! And then I'll be in an island away from civilization for 2 weeks... Haiz... I WANNA GO OUT!!! People if you need anybody to accompany you to go out ask me ok... haha...

Haven't bought anything that is needed yet... Only got my spectacles haha... Needa go shopping...

Anyway, went to Teo Heng with Genthryn, Si Zheng, Teck Hui, Li Huay, Katherine and Justin on saturday... Haha... Sang from 2pm to 7pm haha... Like didn't know most of the songs... Mostly sit there and listen to poeple sing and watch MV... :P

Then actually wanted to go and watch Final Dstination... But when we reached Tampines was like already 8pm+? So didn't watch haha... At first wanted to go Carls Jr to eat dinner... But then there was not enough space... Seems like there is always these inconsiderate people that likes to take the table for 6 people when there are only 2 of them... Like please... You are not the only people eating there... Can like please be more considerate and move to tables with the number of seats needed for you?

Especially those who only have 2 people but take 6 people table somemore is sit there and chit chat only... HELLO!!!! This is a restaurant... Its a place for people to have their meals... Not sit and chit chat... See got not enough space still got face to stick your big fat butts on the chair and chit chat... I mean some people really need some primary school lessons and some spanking on their butts... If you wanna sit and chit chat then go to starbucks or something lah... The world is becoming such a bad place because of these kind of people...

Haiz... Hope that I can enjoy my last 10 days in civilization to the fullest... Oh well...

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